If Only...

Ian Wyndham:

I guess what I'm trying to say is...

I want to soldier on.

I really do.

Okay?

Samantha Andrews:

No.

Ian Wyndham:

No what?

Samantha Andrews:

I don’t... want to soldier on.

Ian, if I were to stay in London now, it would be for you.

For us.

And I would do that in a heartbeat if I knew we were really special.

Ian Wyndham:

We are.

Samantha Andrews:

Really?

You never tell me how you feel or talk about yourself.

You don't want to meet my family.

You forgot my graduation.

We run into my favorite student and you act as if he has something contagious.

Ian, I know you have the best intentions, but I feel like I'm a really high second priority to you. That hurts.

And the worst part is I'm starting to get used to it.

Ian Wyndham:

I don't understand.

Samantha Andrews:

I know.

That's what kills me.

If there had just been one day Ian, one day where nothing else matters but us.

Ian Wyndham:

I adore you.

Samantha Andrews:

I don't want to be adored, I want to be loved.

I can't do this anymore.

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Ian Wyndham:

I Love you.

Samantha Andrews:

Ooh I Love you too.

Ian Wyndham:

I wanna tell you why I love you.

Samantha Andrews:

It's... It's raining, you know that right.

Ian Wyndham:

I have to tell you this and you need to hear it.

I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today.

I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear...

Today, because of you... what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed... and I've learned that if you do that, then you're living your life fully... it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years.

Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all...

So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love.

Samantha Andrews:

I don't know what to say.

Ian Wyndham:

You don't have to say anything...

I just wanted to tell you.